have you?

Have you ever felt that everything you've worked hard for is never going to be within your reach?

Here's an example:

Pretend you were told you could have a new BMW if you took care of the car you currently drive for 24 months.
So you spend weeks and months taking care of that car. It looks better than it ever has before. Sure its not always perfect, but you certainly do your best, and yet , 5 months before you are about to get the BMW, you are told that you actually can't have it, and all you have worked for is for nothing.


That's where I'm at right now.
I can't take it.
I cried again, sometimes it gets old, but if I don't, I feel like I'll never make it.