Me and Relationships.

I'm hurting right now. I'm broken right now.

I've been thinking about me and relationships, not just any...but that ONE.

I'll be honest...I cried tonight. I broke down.

I said this

" I want someone to promise me, to tell me and make sure it is true, that I will not always be alone, that the one girl is out there somewhere. I want someone to promise me that all the hurt I'm going through will someday be worthwhile. "


Can someone please promise me that True Love Waits? I mean is this some sick joke? Am I going to get to the end of my life, single and alone and realize that this was all a big 'jokes on John'. I hope not, but right now I see the relationships around, and me desiring for that, but I don't want just a relationship for the sake of being in one, but rather, I want to find that girl I'm going to spend forever with. I see the relationships all around and eventually it just hits the peak and I break down.


Tonight I broke down and just cried.
I'm a mess. I covet your prayers.