Thursday, August 20, 2009

Everyone needs compassion,
Love that's never failing;
Let mercy fall on me.

Everyone needs forgiveness,
The kindness of a Savior;
The Hope of nations.

So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failures,
Fill my life again.

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in,
Now I surrender.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Don't let your feeling get the best ...

this sucks for me to. I hate it
I cry too. I here a song...or something...and just break down.

Friday, August 14, 2009

And going...

And so life goes on.
And it's getting better!

I now have another job!! Say hi to the newest Red Robin employee!!! :)
At my 2nd and final interview on Thursday, I was asked if I would prefer morning or evening hours and I asked for morning. I am not sure of the shift that would be, but I have heard it might be like a 10-4 or 10-5 and if so, I will try to continue my 4-11 Tuesday-Saturday at Giannotti's, and have even been told if I work till around 4 or 5, I can just come over once I am done.
So that's great news. I still don't know how many days and hours I will have, but depending on what that is, I will then decide what to go about the job I currently have.

I am thankful that in a time when some people can't find any job at all, I now have an opportunity to work not 1, but 2 jobs.
Thank you Lord :)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Where life is going?

It is g o i n g.
Or is it?
IF it is moving, it seems to be moving S L O W L Y.

Where is it going? I mean I'm 21 and still trying to figure out what I want to do with my life....
kinda frustrating, not because I don't have things I want to do or feel called to do, but I want to do and feel called to do so many different things.

In terms of short term plans.....I am working right now and looking for other work...with more hours and a better pay. I may have found it as I recently applied at Red Robin and have interview #2 tomorrow at 10 AM. Hopefully that goes well.

In terms of photography work, last Saturday (August 1st), I shot my first full wedding by myself!!!

It was VERY exciting. :)

I will share more details about that later. It may have led to more job opportunities at some point both short term and long term. The wedding itself went very well overall, and I was pretty happy with the photo results.

In general I am a tough place in terms of job decisions, living arrangements, and just so many areas in general. I'm beginning to once again realize that I do not control my own future, and someone much bigger and better than me does so.

I am thankful for that, though often I think I could control it better, I could not, and seeing how in limbo and undetermined so many things are, I think that's a great thing.

His plans are better than my own anyway, right?
I just sometimes wish I could know what they are.

I'm on a roller coaster ride. When doe s it end?

Or is it a never-ending ride?

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

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Tuesday, August 4, 2009

My life as an idiot...

No really. I do lots of stupid things....but never this stupid....at least I don't think so.
So I'm at work tonight....getting ready to mop the floor at the end of my shift....

I do this every night/5 nights a week....and have since January.


Well....tonight I was getting ready to mop....when I dropped my phone...right into the bucket of boiling hot water....

Yeah....my phone pretty much took a crap right there.

RIP phone.

I feel like an idiot.
The end.